i'm gonna have my job interview the day after tomorrow,as a medical doctor
for those of u who might be wondering,yup,its a new system..all medical dr have to undergo a job interview just like any other jobs
yeah,i'm just as nervous just like everybody else whose going for job interviews
actually its not my 1st time
i went to several job interviews before this
when i was looking for a part time jobs previously
so,actually,i do have experience!hehe
well,it doesnt really count actually,cuz i wasnt serious
hmm..about life?i'm currently in my last 3rd posting
16 wks to go for final exam
i'm starting to freak out
uhhh..baru2 ni i had a fight with an idiot
that person is an idiot
eventhough we already apologize to each other,made up
but i'll totally gonna ignore that nut head for the rest of my life
i cant forget all the shitty things that person did and said to me
eventhough publicly i was quiet,( aku x bising kt fb mcm ko lah bongok)
(aku bising pon kt blog aku yg maybe xde sape bace pon duhhhh)
i was very much disturbed and i will not forget it
but we're cool..we're cool..x gadoh dah,tp x kawan dah.
and i dont give a shit for loosing a shitty friend like u,so ok la..
besides, i was already annoyed with u for such a longgg time already.haha
ok..tata~~
Tuesday 5 February 2013
Monday 7 January 2013
ribut taufan sonamu
hari ni dpt sms from bro
masjid kubang kerian announce mlm ni dijangkakan ada ribut taufan akan melanda area pantai timur
nauzubillah
selamatkanlah kami Ya Allah
masa ni la terpikir,byk nya dosa2
rasa mcm nk balik umah,dok ngan mak abah
tp byk keje nk buat
Ya Allah..selamatkanlah kami...
bila terpikir balik,dlm masa2 mcm ni..xde sape leh selamatkan kita,selain Tuhan
masjid kubang kerian announce mlm ni dijangkakan ada ribut taufan akan melanda area pantai timur
nauzubillah
selamatkanlah kami Ya Allah
masa ni la terpikir,byk nya dosa2
rasa mcm nk balik umah,dok ngan mak abah
tp byk keje nk buat
Ya Allah..selamatkanlah kami...
bila terpikir balik,dlm masa2 mcm ni..xde sape leh selamatkan kita,selain Tuhan
Monday 31 December 2012
be strong!
after taking my nephew from school today for his 1st day of school,seeing him in tears,i realized life is full with problems and stress.everyone,in every stage of their life has their own problems.but as we grow up,we became more matured and resistant to tears.we just need to buckle up,face our problems and be stronger that we were yesterday.thanks a an for making me realized this!i need to be stronger!
just the right time for this,i need this,lately i've been under tremendous amount of stress :(
*happy new year everybody! * ; )
Thursday 1 November 2012
beautiful world!
the world is beautiful!
i love travelling!
whenever i feel sad or depressed,i always surf the web looking for interesting places to visit
it gives me encouragements to work hard in life,so that one day,i'll be successful and i'll be able to visit all the beatiful magnificant places
it makes me calm and happy at the same time
i just love visiting new places,meeting new people
i think it's very exciting!
anddd many more.actually this is just a collection of pics i've saved in my computer.u see,when i'm sad,i like to search the web for these kind of pics.just for fun.so kt lappy ni,byk gile gambar2 pemandangan cantik2.smpai dah x ingt kt mane.tp yg pnting,bile tgk,rase tenang.inilah kekuasaan Allah swt.God is so great.He made this world so beautiful.
i love travelling!
whenever i feel sad or depressed,i always surf the web looking for interesting places to visit
it gives me encouragements to work hard in life,so that one day,i'll be successful and i'll be able to visit all the beatiful magnificant places
it makes me calm and happy at the same time
i just love visiting new places,meeting new people
i think it's very exciting!
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| Yg ni taman sakura kt japan |
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| This one plak,waterfall at grand canyon.USA |
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| Yg ni,pantai kt australia |
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| a beach at bora bora island.magnificant! |
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| this is a view inside of a cave,Carlsbad Cavers at New Mexico..most people think its boring to explore a cave,cuz its dark and boring,but actually there's alot of interesting things u can see/do inside a cave.kt malaysia,i've been to Gua Tempurung,its nice and challenging. |
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| MALDIVES!!famous tourist spot.famous spot for honeymoon also.superb! |
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| this is also a cave,a marble cave.at Pantagonia.yg ni gambar betol tau,not photoshop i think.its hard to believe a beautiful place like this do exist isnt it?Subhanallah.. |
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| Moraine Lake,at Alberta National Park,Canada. |
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| Mount Roraima,Venezuela.this is a famous tourist spot among rich people.there's helicopter ride to the top of the mountain,which i think it would be verryyyy expensive la..but can u imagine?lepak at gunung,ATAS paras awan!bile dlm flight pn kite tgk awan dah happy kan,yg ni leh lepak atas awan.perghh,cun abes |
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yg ni,nama tmpt dia "shipwreck island" ke ape..Navagio Beach,Greece. famous tourist spot jugak.again,among rich people.biase yg starcruise punye package tu.its nice |
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| i've always like snows.This one kt Argentina. |
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| this is a park.national park,Plitvice Lake,Croatia.bayangkan,boleh jalan2 kt park ni.lawa.my dreamland. |
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| another beautiful beach.this one at spain. |
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| it's GREECE! one of the most beautiful city in the world!for me the most beautiful place!!bandar nye sgt lawa,byk filem hollywood wat shooting kt sini.cube tgk gambar tu,siap ade swimming pool lg,magnificant kan!someday,i wanna go here.. |
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| this is the north pole.x ramai leh jejak kaki ke sini.it's pretty,but i'm too scared to go there.takut kena frostbite. |
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| Verdon Gorge,France. |
anddd many more.actually this is just a collection of pics i've saved in my computer.u see,when i'm sad,i like to search the web for these kind of pics.just for fun.so kt lappy ni,byk gile gambar2 pemandangan cantik2.smpai dah x ingt kt mane.tp yg pnting,bile tgk,rase tenang.inilah kekuasaan Allah swt.God is so great.He made this world so beautiful.
not good enuff
that awkward moment..
when u realize u're not good enough
that u've been overestimating urself
arg
i hate it
ok,another depressing entry from me.i dont know,maybe the fact that i'm constantly under pressure as a medical student,make me more vulnerable to emotional disturbances.i've got to hang on,there's a reason for everything that happened.
“love the life you live.
live the life you love.”
― Bob Marley
awesome quote isnt it?yeah,its cool.but sometimes its very hard to love the life u live.there's just so many imperfections,so many things that are lacking.but guess what,that's life.life is not a bed of roses! it's full of thorns,but that what makes it beautiful.after u've successfully went through all the pain,u'll end up in a garden full of flowers.u'll see a rainbow after the rain.that's life.u have to be strong!
u dont always get what u want
other people might get it easily
but for u,maybe not
but when u think about it,
u might appreciate it more once u get it
that's why God made it that way
"God is not cruel"
that's what my radiology lecturer said
she's right
God love us,that's why He always planned everything perfectly for us
God is perfect
that's why we must have more patience
dear heart,please be strong.
when u realize u're not good enough
that u've been overestimating urself
arg
i hate it
ok,another depressing entry from me.i dont know,maybe the fact that i'm constantly under pressure as a medical student,make me more vulnerable to emotional disturbances.i've got to hang on,there's a reason for everything that happened.
“love the life you live.
live the life you love.”
― Bob Marley
awesome quote isnt it?yeah,its cool.but sometimes its very hard to love the life u live.there's just so many imperfections,so many things that are lacking.but guess what,that's life.life is not a bed of roses! it's full of thorns,but that what makes it beautiful.after u've successfully went through all the pain,u'll end up in a garden full of flowers.u'll see a rainbow after the rain.that's life.u have to be strong!
u dont always get what u want
other people might get it easily
but for u,maybe not
but when u think about it,
u might appreciate it more once u get it
that's why God made it that way
"God is not cruel"
that's what my radiology lecturer said
she's right
God love us,that's why He always planned everything perfectly for us
God is perfect
that's why we must have more patience
dear heart,please be strong.
Wednesday 31 October 2012
zzzz.
hye y'all!
assalamualaikum!
hurm..it's been a long time..haven't got the chance to update this crappy blog(eventhough no one's interested in reading it i guess..but..just in case...just...heheh)
i've realised my past posts are quite depressing isnt it..u guys must be thinking : what a depressing girl..haha..ok,from now on,i'll try to show the cheerful side of me.well,its not my fault isnt it,i only felt like blogging when i felt like shit,when i'm happy,i felt like studying instead.i do have to face my final exam soon..(OMG!)
u know,all those people,putting everything they felt on their fb status.i mean,it's not really my buissness,but it's quite annoying to see them all over the fb wall.FB IS NOT UR PUBLIC DIARY U KNOW!i dont agree with those people who are pouring everything out in the fb status.i felt like i wanna remove them from the friends list.with all those whining,cursing,pleading,blaming the God,blaming everyone else,not happy with everything,seeking for sympathies.u know,those people,they can only give u fake sympathies(the most) or the wouldnt care less.or they might only feel annoyed with u.
i'm talking about all those people of are constantly writing an essay on their fb status.if u're one of them,then i highly suggest u to stop.if u feel like u feel like doing so,why not blogging instead.that way,u can write more,nobody might feel annoyed,if someone wants to know 'bout u,they'll just click on ur link.wallah!
ok,enough of that.
i wanna talk about me.so currently i'm in my 5th year medical school.soon to be a dr.DR NUR SARAH.cewahhh(wah,takutnya!byk lg x study,byk lg x prepare!)..heee..i'm in my paeds posting,previously obs and gynae posting(which was no fun at all).i hate labour rooms!(got some black memories there..screw u stuff nurses!just because ur life is shitty,full of crap,u wanna make sure everyone else have the same f***ing miserable life as u do isnt it?)huh....sabar sarah,sabar..everytime the memories of labour rooms comes crossing my mind,i'll have these teary eyes.
fuh..relax..relax..let bygone be bygone!please god,let the next time i'm posted in labour room be a good memory instead.please..
ok..lets forget about that please..
ah,jom study.byk merapu je.dah la pg td x gi ward round.ngaaaa...what's wrong with me...xpe,tonight i'll go to ward to clerk patient for my case report.now solat zohor,study!gambatte!!!
p/s : my eldest sister is getting married soon.soooo happy for her.everyone at home is happy for her big day too.so do i.hehe
bye2 for now!
Just a pic of me in my medical student uniform,in my room.
ade parut kt kening,sbb jatuh mase kecik2.sob3
assalamualaikum!
hurm..it's been a long time..haven't got the chance to update this crappy blog(eventhough no one's interested in reading it i guess..but..just in case...just...heheh)
i've realised my past posts are quite depressing isnt it..u guys must be thinking : what a depressing girl..haha..ok,from now on,i'll try to show the cheerful side of me.well,its not my fault isnt it,i only felt like blogging when i felt like shit,when i'm happy,i felt like studying instead.i do have to face my final exam soon..(OMG!)
u know,all those people,putting everything they felt on their fb status.i mean,it's not really my buissness,but it's quite annoying to see them all over the fb wall.FB IS NOT UR PUBLIC DIARY U KNOW!i dont agree with those people who are pouring everything out in the fb status.i felt like i wanna remove them from the friends list.with all those whining,cursing,pleading,blaming the God,blaming everyone else,not happy with everything,seeking for sympathies.u know,those people,they can only give u fake sympathies(the most) or the wouldnt care less.or they might only feel annoyed with u.
ok,enough of that.
i wanna talk about me.so currently i'm in my 5th year medical school.soon to be a dr.DR NUR SARAH.cewahhh(wah,takutnya!byk lg x study,byk lg x prepare!)..heee..i'm in my paeds posting,previously obs and gynae posting(which was no fun at all).i hate labour rooms!(got some black memories there..screw u stuff nurses!just because ur life is shitty,full of crap,u wanna make sure everyone else have the same f***ing miserable life as u do isnt it?)huh....sabar sarah,sabar..everytime the memories of labour rooms comes crossing my mind,i'll have these teary eyes.
fuh..relax..relax..let bygone be bygone!please god,let the next time i'm posted in labour room be a good memory instead.please..
ok..lets forget about that please..
ah,jom study.byk merapu je.dah la pg td x gi ward round.ngaaaa...what's wrong with me...xpe,tonight i'll go to ward to clerk patient for my case report.now solat zohor,study!gambatte!!!
p/s : my eldest sister is getting married soon.soooo happy for her.everyone at home is happy for her big day too.so do i.hehe
bye2 for now!
Just a pic of me in my medical student uniform,in my room.
ade parut kt kening,sbb jatuh mase kecik2.sob3
Tuesday 3 January 2012
(T.T)
its very sad
when u dont get what u want in life
its very sad
when u know that something will never gonna be yours
its very sad
when u know that someone else gonna have it
its very sad
when u think u deserve it more that others
its very sad
when u cant do anything about it
its very sad
when u know deep its inside,its time to face the facts
its very sad
when u keep denying the facts
its very sad
when u keep thinking about it eventhough u know its useless
its very sad
when there's totally nothing u can do about it
its very sad
when everyday u have to live with it
its very sad
when u think about the time u've wasted for it
it's very sad
when u know its time to move on,but u dont want to
it's very sad
when u just cant let go of it
its very sad
when it's time to face the real world
its very sad
so sad
so frustrating
so deep
so disturbing
so emotional...
when u dont get what u want in life
its very sad
when u know that something will never gonna be yours
its very sad
when u know that someone else gonna have it
its very sad
when u think u deserve it more that others
its very sad
when u cant do anything about it
its very sad
when u know deep its inside,its time to face the facts
its very sad
when u keep denying the facts
its very sad
when u keep thinking about it eventhough u know its useless
its very sad
when there's totally nothing u can do about it
its very sad
when everyday u have to live with it
its very sad
when u think about the time u've wasted for it
it's very sad
when u know its time to move on,but u dont want to
it's very sad
when u just cant let go of it
its very sad
when it's time to face the real world
its very sad
so sad
so frustrating
so deep
so disturbing
so emotional...
BUT IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP!FACE THE FACTS!FACE THE LIFE!ONE MOMENT U GAIN SOMETHING,THE NEXT MOMENT U LOOSE IT!SO BUCKLE UP AND FORGET ABOUT IT!!CUZ ITS TOOOOTALLLY NO USE TO BE THINGKING OF SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER BE CHANGED!!!!
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