facebook

i'm starting to think facebook is stupid
but everytime i switch on the laptop
my cursor automatically go to google chrome>most visited site>www.facebook.com
duhhh
what a loser
sometimes i'm just feeling bored,got nothing else better to do,
so i just take a look what other people are doing in facebook

sometimes i i feel like facebook is just a load of crap
people posting stuff about their daily activities,
like the whole world wanna know what the hell they do every single day,every single minute,every single second
where they had been,what they felt at that moment,what achivements they get,
or how cool they are,how nice they are,how clever,or successful or pretty they are
sometimes i was like, "who gives a damn?"
but guess what
i might unconsciously did the very same thiing too
duhh
pathetic isnt it

sometimes i really do think of permanently closing my account
but i always end up reactivating it
what is wrong with me
what happened to me in the past few years
its like i've been addicted to this stupid facebook
eventhough seriously i really think its starting to get very very boring
and lousy
and lame

hmmm..what happened to me i wonder
2 years ago i never had any facebook account
i had friendster acc instead
but because i thought it was so damn boring
i rarely log in
2 years ago..
i never knew what youtube was like
what is it for
how to operate it
but now,it became one of my top viewed page
beside some anime webpage that is.

oh how i missed my old self
i was ok without all these crappy stuff
but now it became part of me
and it is DEFINITELY NOT COOL
but here's the happy part : i rarely post anything on facebook anymore
i just log it to play cityville(another stupid thing to do)
then checking out other people's status(eventho most of the time i find it not interesting)
i rarely stalk anyone's profile right now(what a crazily stupid thing to do stalking other people's page)
and i rarely visit the youtube page(lets just hope i can keep this up,God knows what happens in the future)
so basically i'm detaching myself from all these unbenafitial crappy stuff
and i hope someday i'll succeed in getting rid of it!
screw the facebook!

but i learned a lot of things from facebook as well
it kinda opens my mind about what's happening in the real world out there
i'm able to seek the truth
and look at the world in a different perspective
so i guess there's a bright side on it too
i guess it depends on the individual
weither to use it wisely or wrongly
that's for us to decide

I HATE THIS FEELINGS

suddenly people can be so sad without a reason

feeling worthless,some sort of like a loser

i hate this feelings

sometimes people can be annoyed by all the people surrounding them

hate to see the smile on their faces

because deep inside they wish they had that smile too

i hate this feelings

when everything seems to be so wrong

when dark clouds are coming to hide the sunshine

when happiness seems to be fading away

i hate this feelings

when i realize now its time to face the reality

and to leave the fantasy

when its time to face the cruel world

when its time to face the dissapointments

when its time to face competitions

i hate this feelings

the feeling of fear

fear of the future

because we dont know

whats waiting for us

when we step out of the door...

lipas!

binatang yg buat aku xleh tido mlm (besok mesti pengsan)
buat aku palpitation secara tiba2
buat aku rasa tension bagai nak gila
buat aku rasa nk mangamuk
buat aku xleh nk study
buat aku lari lintang pukang
buat aku mencarut sorang2
buat aku risau2
boleh wat org ada generalised anxiety disorder
kalau katak?xpa.tikus?xpa.cicak?xpa
lipas?NO WAYYYY!!!
its 5 am in the morning and i couldnt sleep becoz of u!screw u!
i wish u could understand human language
i wish u could go online
and have ur own fb acc
and read this blog
cuz i sincerely wanna tell u
sincerely from my heart
I HATE UUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
jangan ganggu hidup aku la mangkuk!eii..geram betol
dalam Islam
kita blajar
semua ciptaan Allah swt ni ada hikmahnya
ada sebab Allah swt cipta lipas..mesti ada..i'm sure
and here i am..everytime i encounter one
i kept wondering...
kenapa Allah swt cipta lipas?
if u have an answer,pls tell me
(siapa blh jawab aku kasi hadiah)
macam mana nk overcome phobia aku ni
dulu ada blajar
behavior therapy
tp tgk gambar lipas pn dah heart rate naik tahap melampau
ni nk pegang???
arghhh...having the thought of it already making me nuts
besok kena keluar,cari kelengkapan nk berperang ngan menate nih!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

entry ni aku x letak gambar lipas.sbb geli sgt.
aku letak gambar kucing sbb kucing binatang paling best!

-Insan yg sdg tension-

sebut betol2

tak boleh ke kita sebut betol-betol?
semua nk eja ala2 baby
awat wat gitu?nk tunjuk comel?manja?
bluerghhh
muntah ijau aku

kalau makan = mamam
tido = tito
basuk = mucuk (yg ni paling what-the-hell)
comey = tomey
masam = masyam (curse you!)
suka = syuke

dan bla3 macam2 lagi istilah bajet cute sesetgh org guna
hah
yg ni satu lg
sukeeeeeeeeeee sgt huruf W
semua benda nk tambah W
aku bagi makan ngan huruf W baru tau

suka = sukeWWWWWWWWWWWWW
belanja = belanjeWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
kenapa = kenapeWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
banyaknye = banyaknyeWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW


tak leh ke kita tulis btol2?
wth btol la der
klu yg pompuan guna wa leh tahan gak
klu yg laki guna
erghhhhhhhh
wa mau sepuk je kepale lu
especially klu nk ngorat gadis2 yg die sukeWWWWWWWWW
mula la
ckp mcm ni
bajet saham up sket r ckp gitu
LMAO!
(post ni x ditujukan direct kepada sapa2,this is just general,sapa terasa wa tarak leh wat papeWWWWWWWWWWW)

x leh ke kita stulis betol2?
i tak syukeww tauwwwwwwwwwwwww nyahhhh

vacation!

Finally!
the loooong-awaited family vacation is here!
esok nk gi bercuti kt pulau perhentian!
dah lama tunggu,
sblom amik professional II exam lg dah plan
cant wait!
hehe
snorkeling,bbq,mandi pantai..aaaaaa
excited nyerhhh..ehehehe
i prefer this kind of holiday
drpd pegi bandar2 besar,shopping ke ape..semua tu x best
NATURE IS THE BEST!
(mode excited x hengat)
esok kena bgn kol 5 pg,lepas subuh nk bertolak dah..
xpeeee...saya sanggup korbankan masa tido saye!
hahaha
just berdoa weather ok,n xde pape mslh
semoga percutian dilindungi Allah swt..aminnn

YIPPIE!!!

colours!

the colour of the clothes you're wearing actually represents something about urself..

check out if it's true or not.look at urself,what u're wearing and how u're feeling right now! ..i dare u..hehe :


blue=depressed

red=angry

yellow=frightened

green=jealous

pink=romance

turquoise=calm

purple=spritual

orange=energetic

brown=comfort

grey=boring

white=peace

black=powerful

so?true or not?heee..(benda ni tipu je nih..i'm wearing red tp x rase marah pon!)hahaha..

what's ur fav. colour?

maaf...

sometimes in life we did somethings that are hurtful to others
sometimes we unconsciously said somethings that made other people feel sad,disappointed..or pissed off
sometimes we became the victim
sometimes we became the culprit
sometimes we made other people shed their tears because of our evil words
sometimes we shed some tears because of what other people said about us,like how u dress,or how your physical looks like,
it's really hurtful n unpleasant,believe me,i know it very well,
even if that person was only making a silly joke
or just trying to give u a sincere comment that they thought might make u try to make yourself a bit better(according to their standards)
believe me,sometimes those comments are not welcomed by the listener,but sadly the listener doesn't know how to say "stop!" or "s t f u"
because sometimes,somethings are unchangeable...
and sometimes,we also purposely used our mouth to hurt others with our words,
sometimes we did it just to make us feel better about ourselves,
sometimes we failed to stop our self from insulting others,
but don't you just feel bad after throwing those horrible words at them?
i know i did..but sometimes our biggest ego prevented us from apologizing
be careful,because someday those words will come running back straight at ya
so,sometimes we just need to keep our mouth shut
so that we don't hurt other people
and here,i would sincerely apologise
to those people
who were hurt by my nasty words
cuz i know,sometimes i do crossed the lines
either it was purposely or not
i would love to say
I AM SORRY...

komik!

ok..its time for me to update my "tak laku" blog..hehe..
for this entry,it is actually for those who have interest in manga/anime a.k.a comics.
but dont worry,for those who never read any manga,let me introduce to all of u my top 5 manga :

1)no.1 of course ONE PIECE..it is about a journey of a group of pirates!yg best nye,die ada semua elemen klakar,serius,lawan2(shonen),sedih2 dll..kira secukup rasa lah!haha..but for those who are interested in romantic stuff,this is not something u'll find interesting.its more towards long lasting friendship,brotherhood n stuff..

2)Naruto..yg ni mmg besttt...kire klu bace feeling abes la..penulis dia pandai buat org rasa sedih smpai berair mata tuu..basically its about ninja world..dlm naruto,its totally unexpected.sapa2 blh mati,anytime.so agak berdebar bila baca.dia lawan2 pon best,sgt coool jalan cerita dia.dan dia lukis hensem2 dan lawa2..heheh..dia ada romantik jugak,tp sket2 je lah..yg ditekankan aspek2 friendship,family relationship..sgt touching...

3)GTO a.k.a great teacher onizuka..ni komik lama..dia ada buat drama yg real,tp yg anime dia 3x lebih klakar dan best drpd drama dia.mmg best,x rugi tgk!teacher onizuka dia sgt hensem! >.<

4)beelzebub.haaa...manga ni jugak sgt klakar.dia pasal gangster ni terpaksa jaga anak raja setan yg baby lg..dia komik baru,anime dia baru start,ada dlm 10 episod baru..best la pasal deliquents2,budak2 sekolah jahat dan ganas,campur ngan magic2.

4)slam dunk..satu lg komik lama..ni keluar masa i sekolah menengah dlu rasanya..ke lama lg..tp ni citer psl basketball..sgt cool dan lawak jugak..berdebar n unexpected..tp ending dia mcm hampeh sket,tergantung..tp still,one of the best comic i've ever read!ouh..sendoh sangat hensemmm..hiihi

 5)samurai deeper kyo..yg ni best,byk lawan2 jugak..komik lama,dah abih dah pun series die..setting dia zaman dulu2 kt jepun,so u can expect org pakai baju traditional,lawan2 pedang..ada byk magic2,dan klakar..yg ni ada jugak part2 romantik2,dan friendship..kartun die lukis lawa..(tp dia punya anime x brape best)

dan BANYAK lagi manga2 lain best..cm fairy tail,kekaishi,n bla3..bleach i brapa minat sbb dia mcm melampau lampau power dia.best jugak,tp mcm konon ade sorg tu dah abis power la,org terhebat skali mase tu.tp tiba2 dia kalah mcm gitu je,ada lagi yg power lebih2 dr dia.mcm tu la...u got what i mean right?okeh...nnt i sambung len kali plak..mybe carta 6-10 plak..ciaow!

(haha..gambar ni saje je nk letak..btw,ganas kan badak tu?!)

face palm!

Today's new entry!(actually i x brape kesah nk hias2 my blog!dang!lgpn x pandai)haha..btw,today i saw something funny on the net ,

here goes:

 haha..got it?

royal wedding cake!

now i want 2 share with u all something  i found on the internet.

jeng jeng jeng

koleksi2 royal wedding cake!

sgt PRETTY kan?kan?kan?

mcm2 bentuk ade..

                                                   bentuk castle!sgt lawaaaa
                                              

                                   cube perhatikan btol2 "ukiran" dia mmg cantik!

                                               
                                           ni nak makan pon sayang ni...                                      

                                          ehhhh..yg ni bukan cake tau..yg kucing sebenar yg
                                                                  sgt cute ouhhhh!

welcome~~~

this is my 1st posting...saje je blaja2 nk wat blog..tgk org lain wat kite rase nk wat jugak..anyhow,any comments are mostly welcomed.be it positive or negative comments..this blog is stil under construction..so be ready to hear more from me soon :)..and see how i improve myself in this blogging world!!
                                                                                                      with love,
                                                                                                                     sarah