facebook

i'm starting to think facebook is stupid
but everytime i switch on the laptop
my cursor automatically go to google chrome>most visited site>www.facebook.com
duhhh
what a loser
sometimes i'm just feeling bored,got nothing else better to do,
so i just take a look what other people are doing in facebook

sometimes i i feel like facebook is just a load of crap
people posting stuff about their daily activities,
like the whole world wanna know what the hell they do every single day,every single minute,every single second
where they had been,what they felt at that moment,what achivements they get,
or how cool they are,how nice they are,how clever,or successful or pretty they are
sometimes i was like, "who gives a damn?"
but guess what
i might unconsciously did the very same thiing too
duhh
pathetic isnt it

sometimes i really do think of permanently closing my account
but i always end up reactivating it
what is wrong with me
what happened to me in the past few years
its like i've been addicted to this stupid facebook
eventhough seriously i really think its starting to get very very boring
and lousy
and lame

hmmm..what happened to me i wonder
2 years ago i never had any facebook account
i had friendster acc instead
but because i thought it was so damn boring
i rarely log in
2 years ago..
i never knew what youtube was like
what is it for
how to operate it
but now,it became one of my top viewed page
beside some anime webpage that is.

oh how i missed my old self
i was ok without all these crappy stuff
but now it became part of me
and it is DEFINITELY NOT COOL
but here's the happy part : i rarely post anything on facebook anymore
i just log it to play cityville(another stupid thing to do)
then checking out other people's status(eventho most of the time i find it not interesting)
i rarely stalk anyone's profile right now(what a crazily stupid thing to do stalking other people's page)
and i rarely visit the youtube page(lets just hope i can keep this up,God knows what happens in the future)
so basically i'm detaching myself from all these unbenafitial crappy stuff
and i hope someday i'll succeed in getting rid of it!
screw the facebook!

but i learned a lot of things from facebook as well
it kinda opens my mind about what's happening in the real world out there
i'm able to seek the truth
and look at the world in a different perspective
so i guess there's a bright side on it too
i guess it depends on the individual
weither to use it wisely or wrongly
that's for us to decide

I HATE THIS FEELINGS

suddenly people can be so sad without a reason

feeling worthless,some sort of like a loser

i hate this feelings

sometimes people can be annoyed by all the people surrounding them

hate to see the smile on their faces

because deep inside they wish they had that smile too

i hate this feelings

when everything seems to be so wrong

when dark clouds are coming to hide the sunshine

when happiness seems to be fading away

i hate this feelings

when i realize now its time to face the reality

and to leave the fantasy

when its time to face the cruel world

when its time to face the dissapointments

when its time to face competitions

i hate this feelings

the feeling of fear

fear of the future

because we dont know

whats waiting for us

when we step out of the door...